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Fieary Shidou =þ

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Role(s) i'm currently eyeing.

Katniss Everdeen in The Hunger Games
Sabetha Belacoros in The Gentleman Bastard sequence
Aven in The Chronicles of the Imaginarium Geographica
Mogami Kyoko in Skip Beat!
Aya/Ceres in Ayashi no Ceres

♥ ¦arranged in alphabetical order¦

God!♥

Christian Bands

Alien Ant Farm
All-American Rejects
♥Arashi‼
ATeens
Avenue B
Barenaked Ladies
Black Eyed Peas
♥Bon Jovi‼
♥Bowling For Soup‼
Boyzone
Buckcherry
Busted
♥Call Me When I'm 18
Carolina Liar
Creed
D-12
Daughtry
Del Amitri
♥DEPAPEPE‼♥
FM Static
Fort Minor
Fountains Of Wayne
Goo Goo Dolls
Grateful Dead
♥GReeeeN
Gym Class Heroes
♥Hedley
Hey Monday
♥Hinder
Honey L Days
Hoobastank
♥Jet
Johnnyz
Kanjani∞
Lifehouse
Linkin Park
Matchbox Twenty
McFly
Melee
Metrostation
Michael Learns To Rock
mihimaru GT
Mika
NewS
♥Nickelback‼
♥Nine Days
N'Sync
OK Go
One OK Rock
Owl City
Rancid
RBD
Seether
Shinedown
♥Smash Mouth
♥Son Of Dork
State Of Shock
♥Stereos
♥Stroke 9
Sugarcult
Sum 41
Tegomasu
The Jam
The Maine
The Offspring
The Rembrandts
The Veronicas
Theory of a Deadman
Three Days Grace
Trademark
♥Trapt
We The Kings
Westlife
Yellowcard
3 Doors Down

Singers & Actors
Aiba Masaki‼
♥Akanishi Jin‼
Alanis Morissette
♥Alec Su
♥Andrea Bocelli
Angela Aki
Anthony Wong Chau-Sang
♥Antonio Banderas
Billy Gilman
♥Bruce Springsteen
Carrie Underwood
♥Christina Aguilera
Cole and Lloyd Griffiths
Cyndi Lauper
Daniel Wu
♥Dicky Cheung (Zhang WeiJian)
Don Omar
Donnie Yen
Edwin McCain
♥Elvis Presley♥‼
♥Eminem
Enrique Iglesias
Eric Tsang
Francis Ng
♥Fujiki Naohito
Fujiwara Tatsuya
Fukuyama Masaharu
Furuta Arata
Heath Ledger
♥Hikawa Kiyoshi
Hirahara Ayaka
♥Hisaishi Joe‼
♥Ichihara Hayato‼
Ikuta Toma
Ivy Chen
♥Jackie Chan
♥James Bourne
♥Jet Li
Johnny Depp‼
Jordan Pruitt
♥Joseph Gordon Levitt‼︎
♥Judy Weiss
Kate Voegele
Kamenashi Kazuya
Kelly Clarkson
Kenny Rogers
Kimura Takuya
Kimura Yoshino
Kokubun Taichi
♥Kubozuka Yousuke
Lady Sovereign?
♥Li NanXing
Lionel Richie
Luciano Pavarotti
Marion Raven
♥Martina McBride
Mary J Blige
♥Matsumoto Jun‼
♥Matsushima Nanako
Matthew West
♥Michael♥Jackson‼
Michelle Branch
Mitchel Musso
Miura Haruma
♥Mizukawa Asami
Mizushima Hiro
Moriyama Ryoko
♥Moriyama Naotaro
Muttons
Nakai Masahiro‼
♥Nakama Yukie
Nakao Akiyoshi
♥Narimiya Hiroki‼
Nat Ho
Ninomiya Kazunari‼
♥Nishino Kana
Ogura Tomoaki‼
♥Oguri Shun
Ohno Satoshi
Osamu Mukai
♥P!nk
Patrick Nuo
Ricky Hui
Roger Yang PeiAn
Ruby Lin
Saito Kazuyoshi‼
♥Sakaguchi Taku
♥Sakurai Sho‼
♥Sammo Hung
♥Sarah Brightman
♥Shibasaki Kou
♥Shirota Yuu‼
♥Skye Sweetnam♥‼
Takahashi Minami
Tanimura Mitsuki
Teresa Teng
Tomohiro Waki
Torres Dani
♥Tsuyoshi Nagabuchi
Uemura Kana
♥Vicki Zhao‼
♥Vincent Zhao(Chiu Man-Cheuk)‼
♥Whitney Houston
Yamamoto Yusuke
♥Yamazaki Masayoshi
♥Yaotome Hikaru
♥Yuen Biao
Yuen Wah

Writers/Directors
♥Andrew Lloyd Webber
Brent Williams
CLAMP
♥Clint Eastwood
Hideaki Sunaga
♥Robert Rodriguez
Ryuhei Kitamura
♥Scott Lynch
Suzanne Collins
Tim Rice
♥Wong Jing
♥Yuen Woo Ping

Miscellanous
Apolo Anton Ohno
Black Queen
Bruno Tonioli
Chris Rock
♥Chuck Norris‼
Colleen Atwood
David Belle
Didier Drogba
Johnny Kitagawa
Julianne Hough
Kim Min Ki
Nakano Koichi
NixSeraph (Jake Hilton)
Rene Higuita
Robert Muraine
♥The Beast Brothers (Carlos & Ernesto East)
Yamamoto Koji
Yamamoto Takahiro

‼ = i'd totally squeal like a fangirl if i met them
♥ = doki doki

♥My 100 List‼ [14/195]

1.} join the cast of Cats for at least one season as Jemima
2.} ♥be the face of ARTISTRY
3.} learn to knit
4.} set up a teen self-help organisation
5.} fish in the Maldives [DONE]
6.} rear a pair of platypuses
7.} overcome my fear of cycling [DONE]
8.} translate 25 songs into english [in-progress]
9.} conquer Mt.Everest's summit
10.} eat a chicken clean [DONE]
11.} direct a Hollywood blockbuster movie
12.} send a cleanup team to the South China Sea
13.} ♥frame up an xray of my brain in my livingroom
14.} swim with dolphins
15.} star in a hongkong/mandarin kungfu period drama serial
16.} buy a liscence plate "1D0N7KN0W"
17.} touch a living swimming great white shark's tail/snout
18.} design a top for guys
19.} open a cafe selling nutritious food i like
20.} ♥own 15 guitars
21.} hit an airrifle target bull's eye 10 times consecutively, 100m away
22.} shoot a frog with an arrow
23.} write a book titled "100 WAYS to PESTr Someone Till InSaniTY"
24.} eat freshly self-picked strawberries from a farm (in New Zealand/Tochigi?)
25.} own an oceanic tank/aquarium with stingrays/exotic fishies
26.} ability to play piano fluidly.
27.} ♥design my own house
28.} ♥BUILD MY OWN THEMEPARK
29.} patent a vacuum cleaner called "iSUCK?"
30.} create a NEW craze
31.} ♥give my kor a million bucks, SGD.
32.} learn to read musical notes
33.} ♥act in 50 movies
34.} ♥vandelise the HOLLYWOOD sign
35.} invent a new dessert
36.} own a gym
37.} design a handphone
38.} dance on a highway
39.} write 'thief' on my forehead and walk down orchard street
40.} walk down orchard road dressed as a traffic light
41.} knit a pair of shortpants
42.} dress as a red indian for racial harmony day
43.} ♥write a food catalogue of my quirky fav eats
44.} start a foodfight
45.} ski down a mountain without injuring myself
46.} shake a champagne bottle sooo hard it shoots out at someone's head?
47.} design a cacoon hammock-tent and live in it for a month
48.} build a shack using only toothpicks and melted GREEN rubber bands
49.} break it down, use it as a bonfire, and a bbq
50.} ♥break glass singing
51.} see a live human heart
52.} ♥(co)write 30 songs
53.} ♥dance on top of a jet plane
54.} own a beach house
55.} holiday in Alaska
56.} ♥go crab-fishing in the Bering Sea
57.} own a sports car
58.} tapdance on stilts
59.} break a world record/Guinness record
60.} stroke an eagle
61.} ride a hippopotamus/rhinocerus
62.} rear an army of sawfishes and Pacu (those fat fishes with humanoid teeth) in my private lake for fishing
63.} ride a (self-crafted) bamboo raft down the Singapore River/Mekong River
64.} use a japanese handphone [DOCOMO N-02A]
65.} check into a mental institute
66.} build a boat using only Mac straws, tissue and Uhu glue
67.} sail to Malaysia from Singapore on it/at least for 30mins at sea
68.} ♥own an island(that has a cave, volcano, a field with a river, and my other fantasies; Mo'orea island??)
69.} own a series of companies
70.} carve an ice sculpture
71.} hire a butler
72.} ♥design 100 outfits
73.} dress as a ninja
74.} own a pair of skates [DONE]
75.} sing in an acapella opera show
76.} bleach my hair white
77.} eat a leaf [DONE]
78.} climb a construction crane
79.} get an afro wig
80.} ♥volunteer in SPCA
81.} swim in a watertank
82.} ♥build a church in Timor Leste
83.} successfully cook marshmallows/gyuuhi from scratch
84.} buy a house in DaLian
85.} host a fondue/yogurt/gummi/icecream banquet
86.} bake a cheesecake
87.} ♥design & build myself a "walk-in" 'tree' wardrobe
88.} ♥own a yatch and name it SS. Violet Jessop maru (colour: blazing red/yellow rubber ducky)
89.} ride a horse down a meadow at high speeds
90.} ♥learn how to make RoseApple tea and HONEY Lemon Tea
91.} make a bag using screws and glue/magnets
92.} own a durian plantation
93.} ♥design my OWN wedding gown
94.} dismantle a handphone
95.} join MythBusters juz a few eps, like as a guest.
96.} ♥bbq bread
97.} ♥Star in 3 movies adapted from books (eg. Sabetha in TGBS)
98.} learn sign language
99.} ♥The Best Bet revolutionise the music industry.
100.} ♥COMPLETE 100 things on my 100 LIST!! [in-progress]
101.} ♥Japanese Literacy + fluency [DONE]
102.} conversational Espanol
103.} invent a partially permeable membrane (filter) that can (on a mass scale) sieve out pollution and bacteria, leaving juz clean air/water.(to clean the ocean of pollution)
104.} have a nice cottage full of fishing equipment, bbq set, next to my lake.
105.} grow a fruits and veggies garden
106.} complete polytechnic [Graduated AY 2013/2014, Singapore Polytechnic,Diploma in Nutrition, Health and Wellness]
107.} achieve NYAA Gold [DONE]
108.} write a song in Japanese
109.} write a song in Spanish
110.} ♥catch Arashi live in concert [ARAFES '13]
111.} ♥design a 'heart' necklace pendent
112.} film my own eulogy
113.} ♥duet with Sakurap
114.} spoof The Hunger Games movie
115.} ♥full MKR collection.
116.} ♥drive an armoured vehicle with ballooney pokey spikes and a red/white 'FIEARY' sign.
117.} Universal/Warner Music Group artist offer
118.} wakeboard down the streets of Venice
119.} create a WW1 movie
120.} write a jazz song
121.} ♥a recipe book containing 13 of my original food creations
122.} ♥create my dreambook
123.} appear in one of Arashi's variety shows
124.} pass JLPT N3 [DONE]
125.} pumpkin house of horrors in my themepark
126.} 紅白歌合戦に出る
127.} The Best Bet busker in the streets of Orchard during Christmas
128.} a song collaboration with Angela Aki/Shimizu Shota
129.} get a class 2 boating licence (small boats)
130.} visit the Bermuda Triangle
131.} buy a glass grand piano for korkor
132.} get married.
133.} tailor nutrition supplement regimes for animals
134.} shake hands with Bowling For Soup
135.} collaborate with a Phillipino singer
136.} speak 7 languages
137.} climb 100 mountains/volcanos [in-progress]
138.} expedition to 50 waterfalls/caves
139.} visit 254 countries/White Chart Project [in-progress]
140.} spend 6 months backpacking around Japan
141.} visit the original 5 Wonders of the World
142.} drink beer out of a wooden barrel
143.} design webbed duck feet slippers
144.} serve jelly in a trophy cup
145.} road trip around England/Europe
146.} participate in an archery competition
147.} run with a bull in Spain
148.} sail halfway across the world in my yatch
149.} have a kimono/yukata collection
150.} own a mountain
151.} organise a charity stiletto marathon
152.} travel to http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150217015767463.346934.108605392462
153.} learn the choreography for Party Rock Anthem
154.} spend 1 full month mountaineering in Bhutan
155.} go fishing in Serbia
156.} be able to retire by 27.
157.} collect traditional costumes from 100 different countries
158.} complete an ironman
159.} complete a vertical marathon [DONE]
160.} visit 硫黄島
161.} rear a small herd of capybaras
162.} build a traditional igloo
163.} own a list of copyrights
164.} invent a game using electromyograms
165.} complete a bike marathon
166.} complete a full marathon
167.} climb up the Empire State building
168.) become a Master Scuba Diver
169.} own a game centre
170.} play a full tennis match
171.} do all my own stunts for a martial arts movie
172.} achieve perfect eyesight
173.} drive from Singapore to Europe
174.} drive to Africa
175.} go to college
176.} work as a waitress [Tanyoto] [Akane]
177.} learn to surf in Australia
178.} grow/crochet dreadlocks
179.} shopping spree at Armani Exchange
180.} fall in love
[DONE] 181.} fish for tuna
182.} tour in a bus
183.} plant a forest over a wasteland
184.} go cave-hunting
185.} translate 10 songs into japanese [in-progress]
186.} ２４時間テレビで出る
187.} go on a working holiday before 27
188.} create a mobile app
189.} play with baby tiger cubs
190.} hug a bear
191.} finish a coloring book
192.} complete 100 adult puzzles
193.} world map of theme parks and aquariums
194.} bite into a freshly caught fish
195.} Collect Scott Lynch's The Gentlemen Bastard Sequence
196.} rear a tank of pearl-bearing oysters
197.} cosplay a very adorable characters
198.} food tour in NYC
199.} eat gold
200.} 桜と梅の花見したい
201.} Ride a rodeo bull machine
202.} see/pick up a sand dollar
203.}

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Friday, 11 September 2015

Egg Philosophy

I thought i found a place where i thrived. A culture i understood and was accepted. All my concerns were washed away by the warmth and kindness i experienced interacting and working in that environment.

Oh, how wrong i was. Everything is good until you meet the bad ones.

Every basket has its rotten eggs. They don't pose a problem or cause any nuisance until you accidentally hit the shell and it starts to crack. Then the smell becomes so overpowering and stifles you. If you don't get rid of the rotten egg, it starts to suffocate and infect the other eggs,

But what if you were one of the eggs in the basket? You are an egg. You cannot remove the rotten egg of your own accord. Would you wait until the gook has seeped out of the basket? Endure and wait for the stench to pass? Or would you quit being an egg?

It was such a comfortable basket, but now it retches.

Fieary.
11/9/2015.
Labels: egg in a basket

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