3am. i was dreaming of Nino and Aiba doing a variety show SP where Nino juz came back from Hollywood. they were doing the mc for a person, when suddenly Nino disappeared.

so the scene that came out was the shadow thing, a slight description; "and this guy recently went to Hollywood again.."

"Ninomiya OO.." expecting it to be Nino, when a plumpy explosion expert appeared instead.

juz then, my aunty ran into the room and started shouting about "explosion! fire! gas! next block, go see."

lol!

so we went to the kitchen-balcony-window area, and started glancing at the huge-ass woolly black sheep clouds billowing from the back of the building.

then.. BOOM!..... BOOM!..... BOOM!..... flashes of light plus those sounds. later on, kor said the engine metal was 5cm thick.

however, it wasn't from the top floor of the neighbouring building. it came from the 2 cars at the opposite carpark.

in the end, about 3.44am, we finally went down to look.

in the lift, ran into a group of girls on a sleep-over on the 6th floor. they had these 2 suuper fluffy poodles. they seriously felt like stuffies when i carried them. one of them had cataracts in both eyes tho. it's blind. =[

cost 5k to cure the fella. any kind soul willing to donate?? =)

anyway, we went to see the burning(?) car. turns out they extinguished it already. damn. should have gone down before we saw the misty white stuff floating up.

one car's front was completely melted, while the car on the left was charred. the veggy-lorry on the right also turned black.

since my darling aunty wanted us to take photos, i did. then the [quite] cute policeman at where i'm standing totally surprised me.

he went, "is that angle okay? is my tape blocking you?" and he actually moved the tape away!! omigosh!! totally wasn't expecting that..

and at that moment, i'm convinced it's not cuz i looked stunningly beautiful or anything. i was in my pyjamas, my hair was totally bedhead-ish, and i had a rather peeved expression from aunty's extremely sharp voice ringing in my ear. and i've also returned the fwuffy poodle back to her owner.

and after i was down with my awesome photo-taking skills, he also warned us very kindly that there may still be petrol inside the car, so it may be dangerous, and very politely guided me to another spot to kaypoh the scene.

altho i lost interest, would rather sleep, and walked off. ahaha.

anyway, i haven't uploaded the pictures yet, cuz after i reached home, i went straight to korkor's room to relax. can't help that his room soo comfy. in the end slept till 7+am, when i went back to my own room to sleep till 9+10.

then at 11, left for 'work'.

made me feel like a kid again, playing with helium balloons. managed to convince over 20 non-kid guys to take balloons. ^.^

dunno why, but i've been using ^.^ quite a bit recently.

anyway, the damn cotton strings kept getting tangled, so i kept ripping them apart barehanded. ended up with this shitty wound on my pinky. the skin was totally sliced. ='{

but of course, a plaster always makes things better. anyone have a Monokuro Boo plaster, tho?? it'd make me feel a lot better!! ^.^

anyway, back to the car arson thing, apparently..

when the first fire engine arrived, it didn't have any water. so they had to wait for the second truck to reach. i'm like, wth? juz use the fire hydrants larh!

imo, the possible reason(s), that popped into my head within 10seconds, for the flames, were;
somebody randomly tossed a cigarette out the window, it landed in the hood, boom! fire.

yes, one.

however, my kor's opinions were;

a.) the idiot cut the engine too fast, pipes too hot, sudden contraction, boom!

b.) scam petrol. (insert erica's "CHEEEEAPSKA~~~~TE!!!!")

IN REALITY [my aunty managed to gossip out];

at 2plus am before dawn this morning, some suspicious guy with a grudge against the at-this-point victimized car owners, ironically wearing all white, was spotted loitering around the targeted vehicles, and poured some highly flammable liquid at the first car. at this point, i'm getting too distracted by Arashi's adorability during their proposal recommendations for an IT guy who wants to marry his 5-year girlfriend, so i shall not waste any more effort using formal, criminal-report terms and shall juz say: it's foul-play.

where was i? o ya. Arashi. daisuki desu. jaa, ne.

Fieary. 24/4/10.

i won't be skipping school to go US on mon-wed anymore. -.=;

18:45
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k, first off, i haven't posted in a while is not cuz i'm too lazy.

well, maybe.

but the point here is that there was nothing really blog-worthy to post about.

however, today really had me wishing somebody would share my feelings.

i totally couldn't make up my mind.

hence, i spent my 3-hour lunch break walking around campus, with super low efficiency.

after school, i heard the class com saying that they wanted to play at Moberly, so i readily agreed, and even listed out the games available, of course, highly stressing that i wanted to try playing rockband.

so we while they were agreeing, i left halfway to submit some documents at the ssc.

then while walking to moberly, i thought i should go look for christine to get the A scores from her, since she was printing them out in the hilltop library.

while walking there, past the basketball court, i saw thweeni, justin, qijie, and a few others playing basketball, so i wanted to join them.

ML also wanted to, so we said, "ok! let's go join them.", and proceeded to make our way down the teeny weeny 2m high 75degrees slope/stood at the edge, contemplating if i should juz jump down, slide down, walk to the stairs 10m away.

normally, i'd juz jump, but i was worried about ML, so we juz stood there discussing how we should get down, and if we should even join them, for close to 10mins.

then spent another bloody 10mins standing at the net, wondering if we can join, when the guys we don't know already invited us to play.

OMIGOSH! WTH IS WRONG WITH MY BRAIN TODAY!!! it's like every 'not-me' thing i do happens on the first day of my thingy!

ANYWAY, play finish basketball, (of course while playing i had those moments of 'should i shoot, should i pass, who should i mark?'

aiyah, those who have actually come into contact with me would know that i make decisions extremely quickly using common sense and stick to those decisions. today, i kept thinking on and on and on, and ended up take no action.

ml was super funny/cute tho. she was basically juz standing in the court, turning round and round.

after basketball, we went to moberly. had a hard time considering if i should play or not. THEY BOOKED ROCKBAND!! ml wanted to go home, so i decided to send her to the mrt station.
meanwhile, my darling s, was finishing lecture, so wanted to go back with her together.

but at the same time, already smsed c that i'll be heading to the hilltop library to collect scores form her, and told the com that i wanted to play rb.

omigosh.. i totally didn't know what to do!

so after sending ml back, i went back to moberly. then juz nice 5, decided i was going back too, so walked back, then thought i'd go hilltop, but c had a meeting till 6, so i headed back to the mrt.

FUCK! I WALKED BETWEEN MRT AND MOBERLY 7 TIMES TODAY! like, bloody hell larh!
juz cuz i couldn't make up my mind.

aiaysh, today was like, wtf larh.

then on the train to je, i was stuck in the mid of 2 carraiges, and couldn't decided which damn door to get out from.
approaching msl mrt station , i totally couldn't make up my mind whether to sit on the 'reserved' seat or not. stood up twice to let oldies sit.

reaching msl, saw dark clouds, but very light drops on the train windows. couldn't bloody decide if i should walk or take bus.

while walking, saw an icecream vendor outside the pri school. couldn't decide if i wanted icecream or not. then afterwards couldn't decide which flavour i wanted, and if i wanted it in bread or not.

crappy day larh.

then since it was raining rather moderately, i had to choose which path i wanted to take.

God, please bless me with higher brain efficiency..

at home, same thing.

after reading HHHIC's congratulatory email, same thing.

cash concerns regarding the above, same thing.


UHG! EVEN EATING DINNER ALSO SAME SHIT!!!!

juz effed off right now larh. burning GnA also. =[

God, help me please. i pray that you'll bless me with higher brain efficiency, and help me to lean on you more, Lord. i don't wanna do things on my own anymore. it sucks. HELP me Lord. in Jesus' name i pray, AMEN!

Fieary. 19/4/10.

now the font colouring also. uhg, i'll juz leave them black.

20:12
when will my dreams be fulfilled??

oki!! since i've got waaaay too many overdue posts and too many things to do, i shall chuck everything aside!

means, i shall not post up the drafts of the overdue posts. too bloody bad.

i don't get any responses for any posts anyway.

and now i'm also currently too busy watch MMA.

btw, i need a job. preferably near msl area.

or not.

i'm juz gonna rot in front of my comp.

altho i'm gonna take things at a lazy pace, i shall still continue pursueing my dreams.

somebody please send me the score for GReeeeN's Haruka. i'm done translating it already.

done a couple of days back.

aite, my realplayer stopped lagging liao. back to MMA!

Fieary. 5/4/10.

19:35
when will my dreams be fulfilled??